No Peeking at the Portal
Tomorrow is a Big Day
I vividly recall how it felt to read the results of my very first scan on my patient portal. “Presents as lymphoma” appeared in front of my eyes and I was certain that I was dying. Since then, I’ve learned that if I’m going to view the results of any scans or procedures before my doctor has the chance to interpret them and deliver the news to me, then I’m just going to freak myself out. Keeping a positive mental attitude and outlook through all of this cancer bullshit has been vital for me, and peeking at the portal rarely contributes to a sunny disposition.